a love from the deity.

When you loved me, 
All I ever did was hurt you.
When you held my hand, 
All I ever did was let go.

I had so many regrets 
But I can’t tell you
Coz I hurt you in ways, 
That made me realize
I don’t deserve you.

You turned my life 
Into this colorful bubble, 
But holding my hand 
Was slowly killing you in supple.

I don’t want you to 
Find someone like me, 
Coz I hurt you more than 
I loved you and it pains me.

Even though all I ever wanted 
Was the best for you? 
It was selfish for me
To have loved you.
Knowing I can never have you,
For you are light and I am darkness 
It’s something that has never collided.

Our love is something 
The deity would’ve never forgotten.
And I also hope that 
Someday I will be forgiven,
I have scarred you and 
This is the sin I have committed.
You have been the greatest risk 
That I have taken.

I loved you for loving me, 
But I got to set you free.
Though this will hurt me 
But I’ll leave it all to the deity.

– Trisha Lopez.

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