When you loved me,
All I ever did was hurt you.
When you held my hand,
All I ever did was let go.
I had so many regrets
But I can’t tell you
Coz I hurt you in ways,
That made me realize
I don’t deserve you.
You turned my life
Into this colorful bubble,
But holding my hand
Was slowly killing you in supple.
I don’t want you to
Find someone like me,
Coz I hurt you more than
I loved you and it pains me.
Even though all I ever wanted
Was the best for you?
It was selfish for me
To have loved you.
Knowing I can never have you,
For you are light and I am darkness
It’s something that has never collided.
Our love is something
The deity would’ve never forgotten.
And I also hope that
Someday I will be forgiven,
I have scarred you and
This is the sin I have committed.
You have been the greatest risk
That I have taken.
I loved you for loving me,
But I got to set you free.
Though this will hurt me
But I’ll leave it all to the deity.